vague recollections from a night that didn't happen

-The Search for Water.
-Light clappers.
-Intermittent waves of self-loathing.
-J picks up a banjo & promptly turns into Pan.
-Transparent masterpieces.
-The Sewing Machine of Everything.
-Spools, twine, spun time.
-Aztec prints rising from the grass.
-The sidewalk swimming into layers.

-The return of a childhood speech disorder.
-Laughing & weeping at the same time.
-W nearly loses his ego, becomes two-dimensional.
-Paper lamp bears Christian symbols.
-The room breathes like an organ.
-Bathroom terrors & comforts.
-Vomiting at seven in the morning.
"Your cave is a head."
-Swyllable sitching. Stitching.
-Record scratch, time space electrocution.
-Elocution.
-J tickles, scratches, gnaws.
-Backstand. Spider position.
-Following a spilt line.
-Throwing a glass into icefishing.
-Intellect is a barrier, not a bridge.
-Coming down is a killer.
-Pale kitchen window.
-Samuel fucking Beckett.
-the Lake of Tranquility.
-Manic child with junglegym mindset.
-Slamming doors.